JESUS,i love you :D

its officially my holidays right now but i got tons of homework to complete plus i cant really slack and relax already i cannot lazylazy already needa buck up and needa mugandmug hahaha tuition coming so this holiday gonna be pack and busy man, wish me goodluck people hoping that i can catch up

touched

i really love shireen sessions a lot its unusual and freely she allow us to be in any position we feel like during the sessions. on the cvamp of session 3, i encountered God and that i heard him talking to me. he told me: dont give up esther,iloveyou i will never leave you aside nor leave you out i will always be there with you no matter what and that i knew God send people around me to encourage me comfort me hahaha experiencing God is definately Awesome! AbbaFather You are Awesome! ILY DaddyGod! <3

a deal

i have decided.my mum promise me that if next year march that common test(CA2) if i pass my main four subject which means english math chinese and science,she would buy me itouch.i also say okay i will do it just for the itouch hahaha,but i gonna change the deal with her soon.i would tell her that if i pass all my subject,she would need to let me go to church and do duty.i intended to tell her during school starts :)

camp is over!!!

just bathe finish after returning from camp to home,its so nice and warm to be at home.the camp was so tiring,but yet fun hahaha.starting from first day we gather and set off to tke lrt to compass and thn mrt to outram park thn we went to tke bus to west coast beach thn we had our lunch there at macdonalds.afterthat we went for our kayaking heading towards pulau hantu.i only 1/3 of the journey or maybe lesser,i got seasick already,its expected from me anyway not surprising at all.thn i got on to the boat and they send me around thn afterthat to pulau hantu.i vomitted whn on the boat i feel bttr abit but not really.it was so dark thn whn we reach there,it so spooky and scary especially the toilet cause no light but the scenary there was nice!we cook our own dinner thn after that wash up thn sleep.second day we all wake up very early.i was sleeping outside from my tent with other groups members cause it was very hot inside.thn we had breakfast and area cleaning thn we set off for kayaking again back to west coast beach.halfway i got ask to go up to the boat again cause i was very way behind but i didnt give up this time.thn it was raining,so we all want back by the boat,i was feeling seasick again already,expected still.thn i vomitted but i still dont feel well.every time kayak vomit-.-thn i was also shivering cause very cold thn the instructor hold on top me.thn after that they say i need special care cause i not feeling well.we alight and went to change thn went to macdonalds for a drink.we went to keep the kayak,i got hurt as we carry it bleeds from my two both knuckle,pain ttm lor.thn after that we went to ntu to have our dinner there.thn after that we went to three different venue where i think its the most tiring part.our first place to go is the chinese cemetery.i and my friend need to lead the way.so scared la.our second place is the sideroad whr we sat down to have a rest.thn third is the place where we will be sleeping.i tell you what we walk exactly 6 hours plus in the midnight from 11pm to 4am plus in the morning,was so tired after the walkings,got blister,mosquito bites.i can say is i want to die already la.thn we slept at around going to 5 am thn around 7 we wake up thn third day morning,went to tke bus,almost alot slept in the bus cause of lack of sleep,thn took train from kranji to yishun to have our activity.around 2 plus we left there after our lunch.thn we had brieifing thn after that we went to settle our things and thn HOME! :)

exam week is over,till then i only go back school once,i didnt really know how much i score only get my report book yesterday in the afternoon,i am lucky to pass around the border line only.thank God that i pass my overall and i am promoted to sec 3 no longer an advanced case student anymore.i felt so happy that i am promoted,this week i had been really a useless girl,i didnt really do what i am suppose to do and i regretted about it when i left that place.but i think that is a good experience for me to power up my courage and use it,everything i thank God for putting me cause he have a reason in it,i trust:)

exam week

the whole of next week is study and study and exam after exam for 4 days excpt monday is normal school days la.i need to push up my science and history alot alot.as my history in common test 2 flunk badly as i mistook the question.or my history can be a gg case already as i wan to tke history next year.and i need to get at least a b3 for my math…gonna wish i can tke amath next year cause i can say i dont have much interest in poa la.science combined ba.physics and chemistry.thank you holy spirit for being there with me and giving me the power.thank you LORD

2 paper down,english and chinese.6 more papers to go and i am free…i can watch video,drama all day long.go school is to have fun yeappie but now i need to mug and mug ohmy.but i believe my hard work will paid off.esther uh esther,its just 9 more days 9 more days and 8 more days of studying and studying only.and you can relax for like a month,A MONTH !!! and that if you get good grade you dont need worry so much can go into a better class so esther suffer 9 more days only or you will regret of suffering the future !!! jiayous jiayous esther tan yi ting

a great day

enjoyed myself today,after school,met up with mum for lunch,ate long john silver,thumbs up.thn after that i took train to potong pasir.meet up chua at church downstairs thn we went to siemens.chua ordered corn(that is so hard),bread and green tea,we talk and talk.learnt alot from him.thn he ordered another cup of tea again.h2h talk is good ya,i learn alot of things throughout.thn around 4 plus xj came.she ordered qoo hahaha.thn after drinking we went up to church.packed up the church of jason stuff,at the office room locker there.was fun thn after that me xj sat on the floor to listen and see chua play te guitar.thn after that we listen to songs on facebook.thn after that we left church.went to took bus 23 to tampines to meet the rest.on the bus,shared things to chua,he call me to do the right thing,dont sin.we thn went to yamaha first thn after that starbucks to find jess.thn after tht the rest came,went to pizzahut first but too many people so we went to pastamania to ahve our dinner instead.i ordered mushroom baked rice.thn after that we walk slowly to starbucks area there.stomach was so pain tht i went to toilet twice.waited for the rest thn after that we went to cartel to settle down,i was like sweating cause of the pain.thn cons prayed for me,thanks cons.thn they started playing monopoly deal.awhile more,i went home.saw derek,melvin and miho on mrt platform,took with them till paya lebar(derek and melvin too).thn took circle line with them,within waiting and one stop,we talk and chat,had fun and good time with them:)hahaha.